All these things I’m thinking, I was thinking of only you. Of all the things I’m thinking, I’m thinking I love you.
I'm trying to get back into using this blog site even though I barely have any followers. Anyways today I felt completely trapped. I left my house with camera in hand and my lens I hardly ever use and went to the baseball fields. I wanted to play around, I want to grow, I want to learn. It's just hard because I'm severely lacking motivation and even though I have great ideas, I chicken out because i don't want to do the hard work, ie. multiple images to composite into the final, getting the props, going to the location, etc. etc. My list of why I won't go out could go on and on!
Hope all is well with everyone and no one see's me as a disappointment like I do. It's just hard because I feel like I have nothing to look forward too at all now. Yes, I have so much to work forward too such as in my work, but in the goal of getting everything done, I have nothing.
Friday, April 1, 2011
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Ah see thats the fun part of blogger. When you have single digit amounts of followers (I think I have 6?), you can say whatever the hell you want! And I know exactly how you feel... I never want to get all the props set up and find locations at the right times.
ReplyDeleteYea, it's all just tedious work and me being lazy on my part, but I have to start sucking it up. All these younger kids know so much more than me and it's all the stuff I want to know and I'm just like howwww? There's no tutorials on this junk so how are you doing it?
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