i just want to die.

i want all this fucking shit to end.
i want my head to stop exploding with the thoughts of you.
i want to forget i ever had a best friend; the guy who was there for me before we were even "together."
i want to forget the past 2+ years of my life.
i want everything gone.

i want to smash my head in, in hopes i'll get amnesia.
i want to forget you.
i want the thoughts of you to go away, 'cause even just these thoughts hurt me like fucking hell.

i want to know why you did what you did.
i want to know why you deliberately let them completely  
mind fuck me and emotionally fuck me over.
i want to know why you gave in to them.

i want to know why.
i want to forget you.
i want to know why.
i want to forget you.