I feel like nothing. I feel like I'm dying. The 26th of every month is always so special to me and today it just makes me feel even more dead inside. I can't do this anymore, I can't take anything anymore. I really feeling like I'm dying and it scares me because you aren't here to help me. You aren't here to save me if I stop breathing in my sleep, or comfort me with your hums, and funny looks, your warmth and your innocent smile, to stroke me hair, or nothing.
I feel like I'm dying and I'm scared....
